The World Went Away

girlnamedhatred @ 2007-06-12T21:14:00

2007-06-13T04:14:22Z

Isn't often that i stand up to a challenge, but today i find im fighting for my soul

girlnamedhatred @ 2007-04-12T10:48:00

2007-04-12T17:50:14Z

I still have no idea how to use the mess that is charcoal, but this is some attempt at pretending I do.

girlnamedhatred @ 2007-04-12T10:40:00

2007-04-12T17:41:06Z

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."

girlnamedhatred @ 2007-03-09T17:07:00

2007-03-10T01:07:51Z

i love it when you call me big poppa.

rip biggie.

I wonder how you were left so uneffected

2007-02-14T05:04:48Z

I know you witnessed my decline.

I am listening to a pretty song and trying to stop being so damn unmotivated. I have 2 problems left and I can't bother to finish these silly questions.

Perhaps I'm too underwhelmed.

Has anyone ever noticed how haphazardly i do things? I can never bother to finish what I start or do a decent job. What does that say about me? Not much, that's for sure.

girlnamedhatred @ 2007-01-02T11:50:00

2007-01-02T19:51:05Z

Dexter Danger broke up.
I feel old.

girlnamedhatred @ 2006-11-21T03:30:00

2006-11-21T03:30:11Z

baby baby baby.

noooo more.:(

girlnamedhatred @ 2006-10-12T16:43:00

2006-10-12T16:43:40Z

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:MoreMalachite.jpg

girlnamedhatred @ 2006-10-09T21:08:00

2006-10-10T04:08:21Z

Why don't we talk anymore?

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-12-19T17:44:00

2005-12-20T01:44:12Z

So, when I get bored and have nothing to do, i play with paint. Yes, the stupid program you get with your computer.Not only did I post this, but i posted the transitioning process as well.

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-11-13T21:14:00

2005-11-14T05:14:26Z

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-10-23T23:19:00

2005-10-24T06:31:37Z

my

my dad had a moustache.

my grandma still smokes and still loves my grandpa. she cries when you talk about him.

i love my cat.

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-10-15T19:40:00

2005-10-16T02:41:23Z

eryn, remember that time we danced around to this song, while drinking margaritas?
'i wont dance with you unless you admit her name sounds funny.'

Me and Johnny sittin' in the green grass
I don't remember too much from that far back in the past,
But man, oh man, was Jonathan a laugh in those days
Apparently he was my very best friend
We spent warm summer days wishin' they would never end
But I only know from photographs I look at every now and again.

And J-J-Johnny
Ooh, ooh, all he left us was an apple tree,
And ooh, where'd he go,
And ooh, why'd he leave,
And ooh, why do I grieve?

Now I don't ever see Johnathan no more,
But my life rolls on just like it did before,
And I only wonder what it is that I even miss him for.

Me and Timory holdin' hands
I was shakin' hers, 'cos she said she was a fan,
There was an awkward pause,
And something that should've began
just passed us by.
But I watched her sing along with every word,
In the prettiest voice that I never heard,
And I still see her dancin',
Wearin' my shirt: right there.

And T-T-Timorous me
All Timory left me was a memory.
And ooh, I was blind,
And ooh, now I find that I can't see.'

Now me and Jodi spend a lot of our time
just sittin' in silence,
Drivin' late at night,
And maybe even wonderin' what's
on each other's mind this time.

But I know she's like me,
So I let it ride
She's dwellin' in that quiet space left behind,
Where only peace can answer why,
And you abide that birds must fly.

this man can capture a room,
its been far too long since i've seen him play.

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-10-09T16:20:00

2005-10-09T23:20:38Z

why is it cats always like to sit on drawings? yeah, so ive been spending too much time on this drawing thats already messed up and should be about 80% darker but is in HB so it was a BIT difficult, QUIT BUGGING ME ABOUT IT ok so youre not whatever.

How are you all doing?

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-10-08T17:27:00

2005-10-09T00:27:24Z

i love this here baby.

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-10-02T02:05:00

2005-10-02T09:06:07Z

i definitely love my cat more than most of you.
eryns right, i think i spend too much time around these little fuckers.

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-10-01T18:28:00

2005-10-02T01:29:10Z

sleepy ziggy.

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-10-01T01:45:00

2005-10-01T08:48:42Z

so, earlier tonight this guy left a message on my answering machine, and the last words were
"and, um.."
then my machine cut him off.

ive been thinking about it ever since

and my phone has been dead for hours.

fucking christ, what was he going to say?

oh well.

john:
i'm sorry i didnt call you back, either way, by now it'd be too late. ill talk to you in the morning?

pat:
sorry, my phone died. i wasnt at home so i couldnt charge it, i was at my brothers work so i couldnt really get your messages anymore. im sure it seemed like an abrupt cut off, sorry about that.

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-09-26T18:02:00

2005-09-27T01:02:31Z

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-09-24T14:22:00

2005-09-24T21:22:28Z

By the way, in case you didnt know.

i got the starbucks job:D

i put my two weeks notice in already.

goodbye hell.

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-09-20T10:32:00

2005-09-20T17:33:49Z

marshalls always been better at that whole 'telling what happened' thing.
so i'll just quote him.

"So Here's how it all went down:

First these aliens were all like "screw you guys!"
And i was all "hell no screw you!"
And then amanda busted out this big ass gun and was all like "You shut your mouth you dirty slut, before I kill you!"
And then she did and then the mothership came down and was all like "You guys break up or we'll kill everyone on the planet!"
And so we did.
Epic, no?

Amanda and I discussed it, and we dont know how to tell people that we broke up...
2 years is a long time and I just wanted to let everyone know that it was mutual, we are on the same page, and there is NOTHING but good memories and friendship between us.

~marshall"

i like the part with the gun.
anyway, thats basically what happened, and like he said , all is well.

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-08-25T20:13:00

2005-08-26T03:13:26Z

goodbye, femininity

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-08-23T17:00:00

2005-08-24T00:00:45Z

boredom..

Post an ANONYMOUS comment with the following:
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you.

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-08-23T19:46:00

2005-08-23T23:33:59Z

sometimes all i want to do is sleep on the floor and play with my cats.

and sometimes i really dont like people.

girlnamedhatred @ 2005-08-23T13:18:00

2005-08-23T22:18:58Z

the only girl i ever loved was born with roses in her eyes.